Wednesday 18 July 2012

Trust and Choices

So basically, I got my parent's agreement on moving out... That's the only good thing so far... Watched:
It was boring and the fairies look like mini gollums: 
with smiles :) And that's creepy...
Moving on, I am currently looking for a place that's cheap and near uni...  Hopefully be able to move out by end of this week :D I just wish my parents would trust me and stop the crazy stalking thing, I feel trapped now. I just want to make my own decisions and choices for once and not be patronized. I know that they love me and they worry but I just need my own space and freedom. I still can't wait to grow up so that I can earn my own money, make my own decisions and just live the way I want. I want independence, even though its artificial since I still need money from my parents for education. At least, I can finally not worry about family impressions after this... My choice, my responsibility, my life :D 

Tuesday 3 July 2012

Promises, Promises

Its been too long eh? I promised to update my blog more when I'm in Aussie... But well, stuff stuff... Just finished my exams, so I have time to FINALLY update... So last month,
I GREW TALLER!
Okay, no. But my family came to visit :) It was super fun shopping and camwhoring with the sis after so long... Glad to see my parents as well, I mean... ASIAN sikit :D
Oh and I got rid of my stupid-retarded-aussie-accent-that-sounds-super-weird-on-an-asian. So, chobibi!
Also, rattling around my mind these months was the idea of moving out... Been considering and finally decided, I WILL MOVE OUT! Aussie was the promise of independence, instead I became even more dependent on people and that annoys me. I know I sound super spoilt and I admit I am... I need more space and freedom. Daddy and mommy will be so worried, but it's time they understand that I'm an adult and stop treating me like a porcelain doll. Of course, the extra expenses, I am willing to cover :D
When I get my wifi, I promise to update more, til then... Toodles :)