Are you kidding me?

Even FACEBOOK is bullying me now... Great, JUST GREAT! I need hugs... But its the weekend now and you are not with me =( I told my parents about the phone and what do they ask me? "HOW COME?" What kinda question is that? How to answer? " I wanted to lose my phone because I want to see if you are gonna be pissed or not?" Or "Just for fun lar... I mean I purposely lost it to see if you would get me a new one.' As though I am not upset enough... Oh no! I LOST ALL MY CONTACTS and ALL THE PHOTOS to get your BLOODY ATTENTION! With Attention = Bruises and slaps and snarky comments and mean words and scolding and humiliation. WHY NOT RIGHT? That's all I want yo! Guess what else I want? I want to CRY and SCREAM but I can't... Cause there's no one to comfort and coddle me D= I don't feel like talking, eating, feeling, reading and playing anymore... I really don't.